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Friday, April 29, 2011

found free wifi!

Hellooo!!!

I found free wifi so lets try to skype,  I miss everyone so lets set this up!

laurenjulialeslie is my skype name

also going to the beach this weekend! so excited spain is beautiful!

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Need Advice

Hey guys,


I miss everyone more than you know. We lost our game today in Barcelona 2-1. I played the last 20 minutes and I was proud of myself.  Aragon sports wrote about me on the internet and my first game with the team, it says :Alberto Berna dio entrada a la californiana Lauren Leslie, que debutó con el Prainsa Zaragoza y jugó con corrección. Alberto is my coach, and it says i had my debute and played with correction...haah whatever that means, it think it is good!!  


The issue is, I followed my dream coming here, but now im wondering if it was really the right dream. I am glad i came, but I am really missing home.  Not just my freinds and family, but my life, and coaching.  I really enjoy coaching and sharing my passion and I think I am seeing it might be what i want.  Here soccer is more of a job. Soccer is not a job to me it is a passion.  I am slowly learning spanish, but not being able to communicate is horrible for me. I am the kind of player who likes to talk and inspire the team, that is one of the things i do well., and here i can not do that and it kills me.  There is so much i want to say to the team and i cant. I cant be the player i want to be, playing well isnt enough for me.  This team needs inspiration, it needs to be on the same page.  There is a lot of individuals, who only care about themselves, and i want us to unite.  I dont play soccer for myself really i think..i love the team stuff, but what good are the long bus rides if i can only speak so much...and not be fully me.  I know it will come in time, but can i wait that long. 


So now I am wondering if I can share my passion through coaching? I want to share how great soccer is with people..I loved seeing the Blues girls i coached getting so excited for games. And I know I will be a good coach, cus i have had the best coaches and bad ones, so i think i know how to treat players, and how to coach them into being good people not just players.  I wont have favorites, and put people down... I don´t know. I am just really missing home, and im finding things very hard right now... I was so blessed back in california and now I am seeing that.


Thanks for listening guys! Love you all


http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=585041022951&set=a.585040918161.2084728.201004106&type=1&theater Here is a picture of my jersey!

Sunday, April 10, 2011

First game in Spain!

Hey everyone,


I have a small update. Today I played in my first game in spain. We won 6-3! I played right back the whole second half.  I am so happy, and so thankful to be playing soccer. The team is Prainsa Zaragoza if you want you want to look it up. I got number 3 and it says Leslie on the back of my shirt, loveeeeeeee ittt haha. Hopefully I stay here for awhile because I am enjoying Spain and the people. Just need to learn some spanish! Hope all is well. I miss you amigos, familia, y Blues! 


Lauren